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Essays on living books, teaching, Mother Culture, and the habit of attention.

The Next Few Feet of the Path

Six years in, and I still catch myself planning for the wrong child. It happened Tuesday. Term plans all over the table, three tabs open about credit requirements, a legal pad with a column of books she is supposed to have read by the time she is no…

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Letter to My Old Students

Dear former students, I’ve been thinking about you a lot lately. If I could go back to my very first year teaching seventh-grade English — young, enthusiastic, and figuring it out as I went — I would do many things differently. Not because I didn’t care. I cared…

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Why I Teach the Way I Do Now

I used to think my years as a classroom teacher would make homeschooling easy. I had always tried to make literature come alive — starting class with soft classical music, reading together, and connecting stories to my students’ lives. I cared deeply about those lessons.

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How I Plan Our Homeschool

Let me tell you what “gentle rhythms” actually looks like in my house. It’s 9:15 and the kids are supposed to be in Bible time. Instead, one of them is upset about something that happened at co-op yesterday, another is hungry because they chose cereal for breakfast and…

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Blending Old Loves and New Rhythms

When I returned to teaching Macbeth, I knew I didn’t want it to feel like just another dusty Shakespeare unit. I wanted it to breathe. That’s where my old loves and new rhythms have met. From my years as an English teacher and my experience having a Master’s…

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Living Awake Through Teaching

Last week, I wrote about Waking Up to Myself—realizing that as a mother, I am also a born person, with my own mind, creativity, and passions worth tending. One of the most surprising ways I’ve been living that out is by stepping back into the classroom.

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Waking Up to Myself

“I nearly forgot I was a person.” Somewhere in the middle of 16 years of diapers and dishes, meals and messes, lesson plans and laundry, I misplaced myself. Charlotte Mason once wrote, “If mothers could learn to do for themselves what they do for their children when these…

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On the Edge of Time

This weekend, my daughter Emma and I took a walk through the wooded creek paths near my parents’ house—paths I’ve wandered since I was ten. That landscape is stitched into me. I used to play there for hours, making up stories and naming trees, founding a one-member club…

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A Song That Would Not Quiet

Before I ever knew the name Charlotte Mason, I felt her echo. Not in textbooks. Not in theory. But in the quiet little refrain that played behind my childhood, my university years, and the early days of motherhood. Like a violin song I couldn’t quite name, it tugged…

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